TRIGGER WARNING

**TRIGGER WARNING**This blog contains subject matter that could very well be triggering for some as it covers childhood sexual abuse and rape culture. My intention is to raise awareness and encourage other victims to let their voices be heard, NOT to offend, attention-seek, name call, blame or point fingers.

Thanks for taking the time to listen to my story.

Friday, March 27, 2015

II. Remembering//A Series of Haikus

it’s a sin if you say something
your dick was my death
stuck in time floating

i almost hear me
too drunk to dictate a thing
fumbling around

only silence, shame
(i only wanted to play)
hate me, a hostage

what i saw was ugly
i went home and it still hurt
what i saw was gross

what i felt was fear
i need more than hope alone
anything to hold

feel like a basket
Light, you could see through my cracks 
All empty inside

You choose to know me
Before I could even know me 
You saw within me

Kaleidoscope eyes
i under the microscope 
all that within me

its dark and dingy 
never a place to hide me
too scary to hold

i could never hide
what you put in front of me
it took hold of me

I stand tall and clear
He will live in avoidance

no longer scared; free

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